I'm so BORED.

Maybe I'll go shopping or something, but that's not really any fun without Blaise or Pansy. I should perhaps owl Pans to tell her I am home. She probably doesn't even want to see me considering I don't know if I am ready for that yet though. Things with Blaise were and still are a bit awkward, and if they are awkward with him, they'll be HELL with Pans.

Maybe I should just get a job. I need something to occupy myself, or I will find a way to get into trouble. I just know it. In the past I would have said it sounded "common", and maybe it is, but maybe a part of me is now too. I should owl Linds. See how her studies abroad are going now. Last time I actually managed to get an owl from her, she was in Tuscany. I should have stayed with her, but we're better off as friends. No fire whatsoever. I need fire with a girl. Just not LITERAL fire, damn Sophie anyway. I keep having nightmares about burning beds.