She had to go help SCARHEAD? With what??? Damn. DAMN DAMN DAMN

owl note to Tessa
check next week's schedule with Daisy
drop Mac's dress off
talk to elektishan about Ginny's present
meet Linds for tea
adjust wards for Thomas

I am not crazy, and if I ignore HER, she will go away.

What?

I mean WHAT?

She's going to talk about MARRIAGE with someone? WHOSE fucking marriage? Ours? Is she planning our marriage? Oh Salazar. No. I can't get married. Not yet. I'm not ready. I'm still a mess. I've got Adrian Pucey trying to off me. I'm not - maybe it's not even me. Maybe she's planning on marrying someone else. No, that's stupid. She loves me. She does. Oh Merlin. It must be our marriage. Hell.

SO FRUSTRATING!

I hate it when she does this. She knows how I am, and it's like she baits me on purpose. It's like she secretly likes to see me all worked up and pacing and gesturing wildly.

Tomorrow is just another day. Just like any other day. It would probably be too much to hope Mother has forgotten. Perhaps I'll pop in on Father. Have a chat. We seemed to have been interrupted by my severe hexing last time.

So apparently Granger was pleased that I used "can be" instead of "are" in reference to her ability to be annoying. Who says I can't be diplomatic?

Ginny sees her Maggie therapist person on Friday. Good. Am worried. We went and spoke to Jones and Scarhead this morning. Maybe we can start to put all of this behind us. I'm not saying it will be easy, but it's been hovering. I'd like to move past.

She signed her owl LOVE. Loves me. Can not seem to stop grinning. Am turning into girl.

The school is coming along nicely. I need to meet with Granger again, and unfortunately speak to one of the berks in the Control of Magical Creatures Office.

Aproximately 250 letters are being sent out to protential students. I'm sure not all of them will attend, but if we even get half, that's a start. Tentative classes and age groups have been set up (ages 6-11). Penshaw agrees, based on the notes we have on official and potential teachers.

*That Lindsay should teach muggle studies.
*Ian Howard will be outdoors. He'll split it between creatures, nature, and a bit of excercise.
*Mrs. Weasley will teach wizarding culture. Who better than the pureblood mother of 7?
*Penelope will go with reading, writing, and beginning arithmancy (including money).

We will still need more teachers. Especially sending out 250 letters. If we can find Remus Lupin, I'd like him to delve into history, both wizarding and muggle, and a bit of defense. Just beginner stuff. They'll get into the real deal there at Hogwarts.

I will not think about other things if I am so busy with this.

Serious problem.

Have just gotten information on Clearwater woman from Penshaw. Excellent teacher. Highly recommended. Will likely hire.

Not problem.

Child's name listed as Jackson Percy Clearwater. Further investigation revealed that Clearwater and Percy Weasley were off again on again. Suspect I have met Ginny's nephew, but must make certain before panic ensues within my person. I can't know something this big. I can't be the one that figures this out and tells HER. Because I'd have to tell her. Pray I am wrong and just imagining things. Recall older brother as headboy and hall-trolling prefect person though. Child is match. Looks nothing like mother. Has sodding toad named Georgie. Am quite certain am not wrong.

Need advice. Desperately. Must talk to Clearwater and ask tough questions. Perhaps? Might not be my place to dig, but Gin would be hurt by this. Can not allow that.

In less distressing news, might have found name for school while reading books sent over by Granger from Flourish and Blott's.

Saraswati Preparatory Academy.

Saraswati was the Hindu goddess of knowledge. I think it apropos. Sara Prep for short?

Suspect girlfriend dosed potions for sniffles to make me sleep more. Adore girlfriend all the more for her craftiness here. Also, feel much better. Avoided cold due to relative unconsciousness.